We’ve all said it to ourselves and maybe still do: „I’ll do it tomorrow“, „When i’m ready, i’ll start.“
Well that’s how it turns out to be with happiness.
Real happiness is right now and right here. It is you responsibility to make the best out of the circumstances you are in and make a life of happiness out of it. If you don’t start that project today you’ll most likely not do it tomorrow or the day after it. It is your responsability to realize that all you need is yourself, some courage and you are good to go.
I’m writing all of this right now but also struggling with these issues, all i know is that even if things don’t work out my way, it’s my responsability not to give up, not to depend on anyone or anything.